For the span of a year and a half I have the thought of ending it all twice in a month. Because of it I am now addicted to p***. I feel weak and lonely. Nobody knows except me. Everyone just thinks I take forever in the washroom, but I’m either crying or m***********. I also think I have a fucked up fetish. F******* girls to be exact, I’m not gay. Every time a ejaculate watching it, I feel disgusted. I feel like therapy will just tell everyone in my life how fucked up I am but I just want somebody who understands me. Growing up catholic, I always thought God could help me, but he never seems to be here when I need Him.
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Hey love, I’m Catholic too. Just keep praying to God to help you. Say Our Lord’s prayer. I wish I could give you a hug and pray with you. But please promise me you won’t ever hurt yourself. Ypu are a good person. Find yourself a good therapist for your porn addiction. As long as you have never hurt anyone, a therapist is legally bpund to keep all of your information confidential. If the therapist told anybody, you could sue him or her and they could lose their license to practice. I can tell you have a great future ahead of you. And let me tell you a little secret: almost everyone loves to masturbate. It feels so good. I even enjoy it. Masturbation is nothing to be ashamed about. You can always get help for the porn addiction. I will keep you in my prayers and May God Bless you.
Thank u. U have no idea how much this means
You’re welcome.
You’ll be fine! This sounds like me except I’m not catholic. I suggest you occupy your time with things like reading, maybe writing stories! This will help with the porn addiction!
I started jerking it to porn when i was 15 now i cant get intimate with anybody. Its been 8 years of constant use. You stil have time