I have a genuine, real crush on my teacher- not because I just want to sleep with her like most disgusting hormonal teenagers, but because I have actual REAL feelings for her. It’s put me in a state of dispair. Over the course of the past week, she’s started to notice it, and has pulled back from me. She’s still engaging with me, and still as sweet and kind as ever, but I can tell she knows how I feel. It all started because a dumb friend of mine saw my red face when talking to her, and then he embarrassed me in front of her trying to get me to talk with her. Now she knows how I feel because my friend made an incidental a****** decision. I’m afraid. Terrified. I know what I have to do, and that’s to stay away from her, but she makes me so happy, and it’s so hard- I wish I could just tell her how heavy this has all been on me, and just cry in her gentle, loving arms. She’s an incredible woman, absolutely incredible, and losing all contact with her would be absolute hell. I’m scared. I’m scared of pulling back. She makes me so happy just on her own- I wish she never found out. I just want to know everything will turn out alright.
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First off, is she married?
I have no idea, and that doesn’t matter, I still have no chance with her, and I’m practically a threat to her. She should be terrified of me. One wrong move and I could get her fired- and that’s a scary amount of “power” I don’t want to have! I don’t want her to pull away because she’s scared!
You can’t know it now, and you’ll deny it… but it’s puppy love. And your teacher is doing the kindest thing she can by not encouraging you in any way.
Crushes on teachers are fine to have, but find some girl your own age and chase after her. She’ll appreciate it a lot more, and you might actually have a chance with her.
Don’t claim to know who I am. I don’t disagree with what you’re saying, but I have experienced a deeper connection in the past with a teacher- it’s something I won’t get into, but that I’m the past was deeper than puppy love. I’m a peculiar case and cannot recall a single time I’ve ever found a girl my age attractive. I do appreciate the small advice, and I’m glad to crush on someone so incredible as her. She’s something special, and want nothing but for her to be happy.