im not sure if ill ever find someone i love and if i do im not sure if ill be able to give them the kind of love they want. i dont think ill ever have s** because of my stupid selective germphobia. I dont want to get a disease or possibly get pregnant basically. but if i do find a love i still want to love them and hug them and snuggle with them. just no s** you know? theirs been hundreds of guys and a handful of girls that had crushes on me but i just never really felt a spark with any of them. i was also raised to never have a partner until im in highschool. i am now and yet i still havent found that special someone. i might never find them and i want to say thats ok but i really dont want to be alone. i dont want to rush things though. i guess when the time comes ill know. id still like to adopt a child though.

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