I still love you. I still miss you. I still want to have the life that we planned together. But I know that its gone now. I know that you hate me. And I know that you blame me but in reality its all your fault. Its all your fault that future is gone. I love you and I miss being with you. I miss your arms around me, your stupid jokes and feeling you sleeping beside me. I miss my best friend. I miss the person who knows me best. But I can’t trust you. I can’t forget what you did and move on like it never happened. I just wish that I could wake up from this nightmare and cry into your shoulder in relief. I guess sometimes nightmares happen when we’re awake and there is no waking.

So whatever happens I hope you find happiness. I hope that you manage to find a positive in this whole mess. I hope that you get the help that you need and I hope that your punishment fits the crime.

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