I still love him but now I don’t want to marry him. We were fine but now everything has changed months after we booked the wedding venue. Now the wedding is 2 months away and the only reason why I won’t back out of the wedding is because my parents have already paid for it. But I just cant take this anymore. Of not feeling beautiful in front of him, him not touching me. We’ve been sleeping in different rooms for the past couple weeks. I did my waiting of not being the first one to start s** but it’s been over a month now even with hints and he hasn’t even touched me. I dont want to live the rest of my life this way. But again I won’t be calling it off. I just wish things would go back to when we first started dating. Now it just feels like we are roommates.

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