It has been very hard for me to let anyone in my life since I had some bad relationships in the pass. Eventhough I try not to think about it anymore. When a guy tries to get my attension, I’ll just turn into a statue. I’m even relieved when that person shows no feelings or interest towards me. I feel so numb when it comes to feeling this way now. A college of mine tried many times to get my attention. But I just don’t even want to think that he even likes me. So I keep my distance and ignore all his signs. But after doing that to him he acts like I’m not even in the room.I can’t blame him for it. He later tries it again. And I’m thinking he’s just trying to be friendly. The last time he tried it again he silently was trying to look me in the eyes, hoping he made a great impression and I would react towords his kind words. I couln’t look him in the eyes nor could I say something back. I just looked at my papers and walked away. So he ignored me the whole day like I wasn’t there. And that hurts me eventhough I like him.
