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i can’t sleep no matter how tired i am. even if im not thinking about him, my heart is heavy and the sadness that i live with every day is killing me slowly. i should snap out of it, but when i suddenly think about him i realize that i have been feeling this way ever since… "he" happened to me. he was the one who could make me so happy but at the same time could make me so damn miserable. its a long confusing story and i dont even know what happened exactly between us all i knew was that i cant stay with him because it was not right. unhappy with him unhappy without him but at least with him i had some wonderful moments of real pure happiness, when things were going well. but he never changed. he will never change, so its not even an option to go back to him. and i should be happy, i should snap out of this. but i am just so tired. each day is a fight, i carry my sadness around everywhere. i dont think anything will compare to what i felt with him. that kind of connection just doesnt happen twice in a lifetime. but its gone, its wasted, it wouldnt have even worked out in the long run. but it was so damn beautiful. i need to see a f****** shrink.

New Confession

I found out about my mother and father playing around with my sister and her husband. From.what I found out my mother and sister started having s** together. My sister got my mother drunk one afternoon when my mother came up to visit. She had my mother go lay down in there bed and my sister started touching my mother and then taking off her clothes and started eating her out. My mother really started to like it so she was going up to there house when my dad was at work. My dad drove truck and was gone for 3 days out of the week. Her and her husband would get her drunk and both would play with.her and her husband would f*** her after my sister would get her going. One day my siter.and her husband went down to there house and had dinner and my sister got my father to f*** her. Thats what started them trading spouses. They started doing it 2 or 3times a week. I lived out of the state and came in for my sister husband passing away. I was talking to my sister and.she told me what they have been doing. But I wanted something different. So me and my mother was in her bedroom having s** and my dad walked in. He was really surprised to see me in bed with my mother. I told my dad to get undressed and join us. I started touching my dad’s c*** and he thought it was my mother till my mother moved away from.us. my dad looked at me funny. I had my father hard as a rock and I told him to f*** me. I position myself so he would have no problem going inside me. We were alone in the bed and I took his c*** and put it inside me. He slowly started f****** me and was loving how tight I was. My mother came im and was watching him. She asked if he was liking it
He said yes. I told my dad that I wanted him to c** inside me. So he was pumping me really hard and started c****** inside me. This was the first time my father was with another male. He really enjoyed it and he started f****** me alot. I had always wanted him to but couldn’t get him to till that night which was a month ago. He had a couple of his friends over one night and they saw him f****** me at one point of the night. They couldn’t believe he was having g******. Over the next few months I got his friends to f*** me too.

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