To day is the first day that I have taken the time to think about you and actually write about it instead of concentrating on getting you off of my mind. Either way you are always on my mind, im my dreams, and my mundane tasks, recently listening to our favourites , live.. was like your name was riding out at the end of every single note I could hear. Your face ever so prevalent in my mind, I don’t know what I have done to you, I am unable to understand or comprehend, and I swear to you sweet heart of mine you can not imagine the turmoil you have brought to my life. Like an iceberg pieces of my soul fall into the sea every day, but only for now I will admit to this, all the rest of my time is taken repairing the damage.
I don’t know at what point you began to look at me with resent, but I know you did, and you never had to say it, I could feel it every day. My inability to communicate effectively was the helping hand in borrowing myself deeper into the abyss of falling from your love. Things I done and said every day, a little more resent built up within you. I heard the call, all but to late, just like a story from the book of fables, a tale that in the end had to be told.
A love like no other, I swear to your sweet smiling face, you had my heart from day one.
And now? I will go on, I will progress, I will fill in all the holes that lie within, with relentless anticipation of things to come. For now I know our love is truly gone and resting with the lonely final words of its over. xxxx
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woah
this is intense!