Broke up with my boyfriend. Regretted it. Tried to get him back but it was too late. He realised that he could do better. That I am not good enough. That I am the reason he is unhappy. I hate myself for it. I managed to make someone who is so kind to turn his back on me. I hate that I have issues. I’m too emotional, I suffer from depression and anxiety, I cut, I think about suicide. Thing is, I cant help it, my mentality is just like that. My friends all left me, I’ve been feeling alone and I’ve placed many expectations on myself to become a better person. On top of that, I have exams in about 2 weeks and I can’t even focus on studies.
