everything
my liff is dull and empty and i cannot for the love of god be active in communities or socially this is very annoying and my coping mechanisms are s***** too well written angst fanfictions that don’t depict life at all but i still consider them my f****** standards
everything is complicated and even the most objective thing is subjective, everything is stupid and i can’t stick to one way of thinking and logic, i want to get better at having masks but they just come naturally when i feel that it’s logically good and slash or useful but it’s still annoying me i dont have 100% self control
also i f****** hate sjws (but i am full of love i still love every one of them even if theyre annoying as s*** and basically leftist bigots)
f*** politics honestly
i want to talk to people and i mostly do it online but they get awkward with me irl so i just watch them and learn about them like this
my life is really f****** dull honestly it consists of basically nothing
i have no life except for my computer and memes and my computer is starting to bore me so that’s a very bad & dangerous thing considering i dont have much left outside of that. maybe ill fall into drinking or drugs or weird religions or both or christianism or
f***
i have no dreams in life, that’s sad but chill
i love making characters that’s basically the only thing that won’t change about me, i like giving them depth be it from 2hours of thinking, a sudden illumination in the bus or a thing i saw
i think im inventing all those problems because my life is so empty and uneventful, i really dont know
when i cry i generally dont know why i do, its because of a lot of things and then i just break in the middle of what im doing right after the last string was pulled & i just cried because i realised i had no future or motivation for anything
i like philosophy and penguins and i hope you have a good day, don’t end up like me
