Ive been fighting with my childhood friend … for more than 7 years, everytime we talk to each other a little bet we get into a fight and things get even worse and worse , and everytime i try to work things out, i mess them up even more, now it has been two years since i heard anything from her and we are so far away, i really care for her and not in a bad way, God knows that when shes in pain i know that she is , my heart feels that and maybe thats a blessing God gave me because HE can see how much i love her truly and honestly, its like mentally we are closer than ever but there’s no contact between us watsoever, now its my last semester at my uni and who knows where im going or where she’s going, but what i know is that i have so much fear in my heart than when i graduate , this friendship will completely disappear and there will be no hope watsoever for reconciliation, i mean im trying now to correct the bad things in me but i feel she lost hope and if she ever thinks of talking to me, fear of me messing it upp holds her back, but what i know is that true friends dont give up on each other and if i did wrong things then she must tell me what im doing not pretend we’re not friends and just walk away cuz thats just gonna make things worse, she has to face me and tell me i did one, two , three, being mysterious is not gonna solve the situation, the only solution is for me to change my attitude and her to become more open and honest and tell me really that im doing kaza and kaza and kaza not just tid3as witfil, if people know that they’re doing wrong when they do it, they wouldnt to it if its towards the person they love. so there must be clarity and honesty in friendship my pink friend u have to tell me what i do wrong so that i can understand u and maybe when i hear them from u , itll ppush me more not to do these things ever again, if u really want to heal the situation u have to trust me and give me the chance to face u and tell u wats on my mind and explain to u all thats happened and u have to tell me on the other hand what are the things that piss u off in me so that i know where to change bc how am i supposed to change if i dont know all the things thats bothering u in me and how am supposed to get along with u if u dont know what are the things thats bothering me in u?
