two people from 2 completely different backgrounds … sometimes i feel its impossible for this it to happen between us… his life pattern is so incosistent with mine … and i always hope that he might change how he lives… its not only that my religion doesnt approve of how he lives, its also the fact that iv never lived that life and its too hard for me tolerate him getting drunk and partying and all those stuff … its too painful for me bc iv lived a very innocent life compared to him…the reason why i kinda have some feelings for the him is because i felt he can have the heart of an innocent child if he wants to … but he is ruining it with his getting drunk habits and his s******* suggestive attitude… i hate it when i feel he’s giving me s******* suggestive remarks… i feel so disrespected and dirty… and i really dont wanna feel that way because im not dirty and im not disrespectful and iv never ‘touched’ anyone in my life… and i ammmmmm a pure person… so i want a pure guy and not a drunky partier!!!
PS: a pure guy can also be a guy who was a drunky partier but decided that he change and let go of all the bad aspects of his life and if he feels that his friends around him are such a bad influence then probably he should get away from them… That is Iffffffffffff he wants to be with me! Decide! Its in your hands …! and by the way if u have changed and u ever get in a fight with me or get mad at me … ur not teasing me when u show me that ur getting back to the way u used to live before … its ur loss and definitely not mine… so dont use this attitude with me lamma bit3assib minneh cuz its just gonna drive me away from you more and more and more …
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well, either wait for him to grow up, in which case u might lose him. or do a little sacrifice urself and stop saying how he should change for u, but change yourself at least “a little bit” for him. girls are so typical, specially lebanese, they want the guy to change, but they wldnt dare to do a small sacrifice from their end. (i been in ur situation, ddnt end well)
GET OVER HIM !!
sacrifice..lsn girl if u choose to sacrifice or compromise..his sexual suggestion will lead u to do more than touching..and believe me it wont be just him you would be participating and loving it ..so dont compromise wiht this at all!
u are pure so stay pure and bbelieve me sacrificing a little thing will make him in cnotrol and make it hard for u to let go …
you are both different so forget him and just get over him! u deserve to be respected ..be more confident and dont let him put a spell on u..