Ive spent my whole life never feeling like I was anything, always feeling like nothing I ever did was good enough. So I spent most of my life making up lies about things I have done to make me look good to others. I would exaggerate truths and make them bigger than they truly were. Most recently I am trying to change my life how do i fix this because i don’t even remember the truth now for most of the lies ive told in the last 40 years.