RE: i tried to kill myself last year: Don’t kill yourself, start again, make small steps forward one at a time; have a shower, clean your living space, write a list of things you want to do (feel free to dream big or not, if getting a hamster is your thing do it!) and find a non-fiction book on personal development. I recommend Can’t Hurt Me by David Goggins. Theres pleanty of free audiobooks on Youtube. Have a look for yourself. Good luck!
