6 years ago i kiss happened under the night sky laying on his lap on the balcony of my friends house, after a night of drinking with a ton of friends he was straight I was DL(not anymore), he told me after that he had feelings for me, i told him its just a first gay experience leading him astray, when in reality i have loved him since grade 6. now were are mid 20’s and here i am scared to accept anyone’s love and never forgetting him. his name is Kevin , we are thousands of miles apart and i have no idea where he is anymore, does he still think about that night? probably not, but i still and its tearing me apart.
