I have been pretending my life is a lot more sad and tragic then it actually is. I make up stuff to make people for bad for me just to put the attention on me. I feel bad for doing it, but I just can’t stop. I am never genuine, it seems, because I’m always lying to make it about me. I hurt people with my lies and I feel awful for downplaying the struggles that I claim to go through that real people actual go through daily. I’m an awful, selfish person.
