!TRIGGER WARNING!!MENTION OF SA AND SELF-HARM!
I lied to save my boyfriend…but it cost my friendship.
My boyfriend SA my BSF, yeah I know awful. But here’s the thing…I told him to.
My friend was staying over at my house one night and I told…well practically begged my BF to assault her. And very, very reluctantly he did as I asked. I mean he had no choice I lied to him. I told him an awful, disgusting lie about my BSF.
I said that she had a r*** fantasy. I said she wanted to be fucked hard and rough. And told him to keep going even after she said stop. I said, “hit her, hit her so much she’s a bloody mess, and when your done come back to bed and f*** me until I can f****** walk.” He did what I requested. When he was done assaulting her knocked her out. He came back to bed at 2:34 a.m. and we fucked each other until 7:36 a.m., which was when she regained consciousness.
I was so turned on by the blood on his chest, legs, arms, f*** everywhere. I made him do all types of B***. Like whipping, cutting, bitting, f******, getting t******, and getting cadel wax dumped on me. I orgasmed 13 times. We did every position thinkable. I couldn’t walk in the morning. Which was what I asked for.
Now back to my friend, she did nothing to deserve what happened to her. She did nothing wrong. I simply used her for my own pleasure.
She went to the police and they were mortified at how bad she looked. She reported my boyfriend and I was pissed.
I had to testify. I was a surprise witness. I threw my friend under the bus. I made fake messages, photos, and profiles on anonymous sites having to do with s***** fantasies. I did everything I could do to incriminate her. And it worked. My boyfriend was found not guilty. And she was sent to a psych ward because she tried to kill herself. About 8 different times.
I feel guilt towards my BF but not about my ex-BSF. I orgasmed so my times that my guilt vanished.
She was simply a means to an end.
THIS IS ALL FICTIONAL! THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! NOTHING THAT IS WRITTEN ACTUALLY OCCURED!
