I had relations with a guy who I found out had a gf. Now they are married, he still tries to hook up with me. I recently found out I’m not the only one. No surprise to me but I feel terrible for his wife, it’s been a long time since I’ve been with him and he never was satisfying just an organic comfort. I wish she’d find out but I also wish I’d make the smart choice and keep away for good. Loneliness really messes with my mind. I don’t want him because I know the kind of guy he is isn’t worth it..I hate that I like the attention because it’s stupid unhealthy.
