I told my ma that I would never experiment with drugs and alcohol but I have. Over the last 3 years I’ve smoked cigarettes, had my first bowl, vaped, drank various different alcohols,and I’ve enjoyed most of these experiences. I can’t tell her bc she will compare me to my father (a felon, junkie, and alcoholic) like she wasn’t the kid who got her stomach pumped at 16 bc she got drunk with a friend. I’ve lied to her that I’d never do those things but I secretly want to. I want to be better than my dad but idk how when he’s all I’ve known.
