Anyone whose asked me about my trauma I tell them that I was raped when I was 10. but I lied. Nothing like that ever happened to me. I just say that so I can tell people I’m s******* interested in that I like CNC/extreme s***** n they don’t think it’s a red flag they just feel bad for me and let me do it.
But yeah I even made up a whole story so its cohesive and I act like I’m triggered by certain things and everything it’s actually quite fucked up when I think about it. Im real good at getting away with things In fact I really only do these confessions so at least 1 person will know how impressive i am, i Dont feel bad or anything.
but yes I get away with a lot, from this lie. About a year ago i corrupted some girl into going batshit insane in love with me so she’d let me carve my initials into her skin real big and now she goes over them so it stays even though I don’t speak to her anymore. Also I do dubcon p*** with several internet friends that i have to lie about my age to so they will and my current girlfriend (of 2 years btw) has no idea about any of this. She lets me do most s*** but not everthing I want so that is why
