I lied. I failed my A-Levels and had to take BTEC but I didn’t move to BTEC studies after failing A-Levels. I took a year off which my parents don’t know about and I lied that I was going college when I wasn’t because I was scared to leave the house, I was scared that something bad would happen between two of my family members because of how ridiculous one of them was being. It makes no sense but it’s too long to get into. The second year I was meant to be in college was my first year and next year I should be in Uni but instead I’m in my second year. I’m scared to tell my parents because when they found out I failed A-Levels, they lashed out and I felt so scared being at home. I want to run away or even pretend I’m going Uni by finding my own apartment with someone, live a lie to them so they won’t get mad. I’m scared that if I don’t find a place to live and fake going Uni, they will find out and I would be deemed a disgrace and failure to this family.
