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I just read about a young man from England on here that’s gay and tired…so I want to add to the rant, you see I’m 45 I’m and American and proud, But I have been addicted to p*** for about 38 years and can’t stop I have tried so hard and then I run around and act normal all day and act like nothings wrong…I have been married for 29 years this year and my wife gets no attention from me cause I find my satisfaction in p***…I started with p*** and it takes me places I don’t want to go but like a robot…i trudge on…with no hope in sight..I was molested by my mom my grandfather and seen my grandmother naked on a regular basis..I jacked grown men off when I was very young…say about 2-3 I have memories while in short flashes I have them I know what was done to me…I was molested by my brother as well….and all that I’ve been through has totally wrecked me and who knows what I could have become if I hadn’t been put through the s*** I went through…I work in a factory I have 2 grown daughters and each day I look at p*** and all this has made it impossible to show a normal family what a dad should look like…they see the mask they have never met their real dad cause I have never wanted them to see the real me and who I am…I contemplate suicide each day…just to scared to go through with it…I am a believer in Jesus but I am a doubter as well…everyone says oh call out his name and confess you are a sinner and he will forgive…yes he forgives but I never will..I hate my existence. MY MOM PASSED AWAY n 2020/September 14th and my dad has been dead since I was 8 he never gave a f*** about me, it was always the heroin he cared about and the b**** he was f****** at the time…he went to a Christmas party with her and I never seen him again…and I hope that b**** died as well…nope that isn’t cool but that’s just how I feel…I don’t know what a day is like without jacking off to a digital woman I can’t even feel touch or smell…my wife has all but given up on me she don’t even try to look attractive anymore nothing like she used to do…I remember she could drive me crazy in those days even with a p*** addiction she didn’t know I had….I have also thought a lot about being gay but I don’t believe that is right for me…I just love women! But still my head is. Wreck I have depression issues I’m super f****** mad all the time and I hate people…I haven’t met a true friend ever in my entire life that’s given a shot enough about me to try and even send a text now and then just to stay in contact….ok I’m done let all who gonna hate do their thing…cause it’s nothing new in this pos world we live in..cheers

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My sister’s husband die and I told my mother that I was going to tell her about what me and her have been doing since my dad had past and.then I thought I would be great to have her join me and my mother in bed and see what she would do if she saw.us together having s**. I called her up and invited her over.to.the house and when she walked into my bedroom and saw mom on my bed naked and me inside her she couldn’t believe what she was.seeing. I told my sister to take her clothes off and join us. She got up on the bed and she really couldn’t believe mom started eating her p**** as i was f****** mom
Mom got up and left the room and that’s when I started f****** my sister and told her that me and mom had.been f****** since dad passed. She asked me how that all started and I told her what happened with me and mom was kinda a accident when I was taking her back east to stay with her sister back east. Then i told her that i talked.her into eat her.out and having you join in.all the fun. She said that she.never would have thought.that mom would have.started.eat her.out with me inside her. Then I told my sister that I told mom what happened with me and her when she was pregnant with her son and she said what did mom say about that. She was surprised that my sister and I had s** back then. My sister said that I was never suppose to say anything to any one about that and I told her I thought why not since we were all family anyways. My sister when she was pregnant with my nephew her husband wouldn’t f*** her because he thought it would hurt the baby so me and my sister had s** all the way up to the day that she had my nephew. Then my sister told me you want to hear something else about the family and I said what and she said dad was her first he was the one that popped her cherry and I asked her when did that happen and she said one of those times that me and Dad went out for father’s daughter day they went over to Uncle Willie’s house and dad had s** with her that was her first time she never wanted to tell anybody but she told me that day she said it was really good too and she had more s** with dad along the way and she said I don’t think Mom knows and I said we should tell her and she said yeah you’re right we probably should. Then I asked my sister how often did you and Dad have s** she said every chance we could get Dad would f*** me and I let him. She told me even after she got married every chance they got to be alone dad would f*** her and she loved it when Dad would penetrate her and c** inside of her. She said that she really enjoyed dad’s come when he was shooting inside of her she always wanted to get pregnant by dad but it never happened. Then I told her about what happened with me and Dad and she was really surprised on what he did with me when I was little.

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