I told my husband lies about my growing up years, so he would think I lived beyond the daily boredom & that I was of ethnic background in hopes to reinvent myself within it.
I am confessing my sin and feel I need to go to my husband & tell him that I lied through the 34 years to him. I am afraid to do this & loose him completely for I have nothing to replace these lies. I am reduced to nothing. Still, being cast out by God for all eternity for lying against the Holy Spirit’s truth. I am distraught day & night since Jesus has brought to my attention That I may loose Him for eternity. How do I approach my husband and How ro I muster the courage to follow through instead of avoiding it further?