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We’ve been together for over a decade. I’ve loved him with my all. In the beginning it was a wonderful sweet romance and then he gradually began to criticize and ridicule me in small barely noticeable ways. The kind that sneak up on you and you’re left wondering if that was a joke or a meanness. He developed a gambling problem. I stuck by him and tried to support in all the ways I could. I’m far from perfect but I’m a good woman and he is the love of my life. It’s was never flat out cruel but far from kind and the gambling left me alone often. Wondering how to pay the bills and deal with responsibilities. Recently I self destructed and had a meaningless affair. At first he told me we could work it out and he loved me more than anything. Things got better. He appreciated me again and showed me how it felt to be truly loved for the first time in my life. I opened up and fell deeper in love with him. Then he started saying my affair made it impossible for him to continue. Things have been so good but it felt off, like an excuse. So I pushed for more and now he finally tells me…he likes women with a p****. I cannot grow a p**** so now what? Now friends and family get to think I destroyed the relationship and I’m branded a cheater instead of a woman pushed to the brink of insanity. I simply never could be what he wants and that’s why he was mean. He’ll never tell anyone so now I’m just left adrift. Taking all the blame publicly while being destroyed from the inside out for giving the best years of my life and enduring so much pain with the belief that this was my love and standing by him is what you do for a life partner. I’m so done. So done with it all. The pain is excruciating. Feels like my entire life has been an uphill battle only to get to the top and see it’s a wasteland.

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My sister’s husband die and I told my mother that I was going to tell her about what me and her have been doing since my dad had past and.then I thought I would be great to have her join me and my mother in bed and see what she would do if she saw.us together having s**. I called her up and invited her over.to.the house and when she walked into my bedroom and saw mom on my bed naked and me inside her she couldn’t believe what she was.seeing. I told my sister to take her clothes off and join us. She got up on the bed and she really couldn’t believe mom started eating her p**** as i was f****** mom
Mom got up and left the room and that’s when I started f****** my sister and told her that me and mom had.been f****** since dad passed. She asked me how that all started and I told her what happened with me and mom was kinda a accident when I was taking her back east to stay with her sister back east. Then i told her that i talked.her into eat her.out and having you join in.all the fun. She said that she.never would have thought.that mom would have.started.eat her.out with me inside her. Then I told my sister that I told mom what happened with me and her when she was pregnant with her son and she said what did mom say about that. She was surprised that my sister and I had s** back then. My sister said that I was never suppose to say anything to any one about that and I told her I thought why not since we were all family anyways. My sister when she was pregnant with my nephew her husband wouldn’t f*** her because he thought it would hurt the baby so me and my sister had s** all the way up to the day that she had my nephew. Then my sister told me you want to hear something else about the family and I said what and she said dad was her first he was the one that popped her cherry and I asked her when did that happen and she said one of those times that me and Dad went out for father’s daughter day they went over to Uncle Willie’s house and dad had s** with her that was her first time she never wanted to tell anybody but she told me that day she said it was really good too and she had more s** with dad along the way and she said I don’t think Mom knows and I said we should tell her and she said yeah you’re right we probably should. Then I asked my sister how often did you and Dad have s** she said every chance we could get Dad would f*** me and I let him. She told me even after she got married every chance they got to be alone dad would f*** her and she loved it when Dad would penetrate her and c** inside of her. She said that she really enjoyed dad’s come when he was shooting inside of her she always wanted to get pregnant by dad but it never happened. Then I told her about what happened with me and Dad and she was really surprised on what he did with me when I was little.

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