Here’s a very terrible that i can’t seem to get rid of so easily, and that is lying, i feel like most words that came out of my mouth were lies, deep down o really want to be myself even be honest with myself and everyone i’ve met but no, no matter how close i am being with someone i always ended up telling them lies be it about my lifestyle, my emotions, and i am tired, i really want to be honest, i want to be able to speak honestly from the bottom of my heart at least with one person without having them judging my whole situation, I want to be my actual self when i can be all honest with myself and maybe with some people
