I often feel like I’m not good enough for my girlfriend. She is gorgeous and amazing but I am average and overweight. I’m terrified she will see there are better options and decided im not really on her level and ditch me. I try to better myself but I feel like I fail so much in that pursuit that I just make it worse by trying and failing. I have terrible self control and feel like I cant ever follow thru on anything I set out to do. I dont deserve the things she says about me.