I lied about a comment. I didn’t know what sounded worse, me making a joke or me trying to keep a friendly relationship and it was no hard feelings. I deleted it and my girlfriend had to ask the other girl what the comment was. I lost her trust and I lost one of the best girlfriends I ever had. I wasn’t trying to do anything with the other girl…it was just a comment. A stupid f****** comment that I ruined a relationship with. She did come up with a lot of things not to be with me…I just think this was the final nail in the coffin to finally leave me. For 8 months, we spent all our nights together. But she still had a commitment issue with me. She always found a reason to back away and I never felt like enough. I don’t know. I really don’t.
