I am 47, and gay. I married my husband when I was 23. I never had butterflies in my stomach. I confronted my gay side when I was found cuddling and kissing with my 21 year old nanny. I was 30. I know I am gay, it’s no longer a question. But gay or straight I decided to live straight for my family. I kept time with my nanny until my husband asked me to stop. I was never told to stop, he asked and I chose to honor him. But I am gay and he knows it. Otherwise I am in the closet and live a lie , my nanny has respected my privacy.
