I have never reached an o***** with a partner. I still really enjoy s**, it’s just I can only ever o***** by myself, alone. My boyfriend and I have been together for the last 3+ years and I’ve been faking it this entire time. At first, I didn’t want him to feel bad about not being able to bring me up to that point, but now, even if I wanted to come clean about it, he’d be beyond furious at me for lying to him all this time. So I keep on faking it.