I lie to my friends about a lot of things, all related to something that hurts me. It’s not one of those lies, like me lying about having a helicopter, I don’t lie about that stuff. So, Im pretty young,( I won’t tell my age since I met get called a liar or people might think that idk. Like tf do you want me to think??!!) and that’s what’s concerning me. Knowing that I’m supposed to be living my life, having no responsibility, but that’s not going to happen. I feel insecure about myself, my weight, how I look, how tall I am (I’m average, still insecure about it), every single thing. I still slit myself, and I just want to die but I’m too scared to die.
