I lied to my husband and my community about being a virgin. I live in a judgmental community where women are expected to stay virgins until marriage night and I had s** one time before. He thinks Ive never been with anyone else and he loves the idea of having me all to himself. I even cut myself on our wedding night so there would be blood on the sheets. I feel bad about lying to him, to everyone, should I tell him he will be upset, is it worth bringing up? we are married for 3 months now.
