I started skipping meals back in June, and I’m trying to condition my body to skip more of them. I don’t eat lunch anymore, and I sometimes skip dinner/breakfast if I can do it without my parents finding out. Whenever someone asks if I ate, I tell them I did. I’m a terrible liar and I hate lying in general, but I have to do this. I haven’t told anyone why I’m doing this, which also feels like a lie to me. It’s because I want to lose weight and I have to punish myself for the things I do wrong every day. I’m also afraid of eating in front of others. But I can’t tell anyone because they’d laugh and say it’s stupid. Maybe it is, but that just makes it more necessary to do this. I don’t think I deserve to eat anymore.
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Everyone deserves to eat because everyone deserves to live, please don’t hurt yourself like this. Of you have anyone to talk to about it try to get some help because playing with an eating disorder is very dangerous. If you want to lose weight eat healthier, not necessarily less, and exercise more. But skipping meals sets a bad pattern that will mess with your metabolism and ultimately be unhealthy
You have an eating disorder. Please seek out a therapist who can help you before you do irreparable damage to your body.