I lie non-stop and about everything, I have literally been living as another person for over 20 years. Absolutely no one in my life knows that I lie about everything from walking my dogs (which I no longer want) to what I do for a job, to taking a daily shower, its ridiculous.

Everyone thinks I graduated from a major university, but in real life, I dropped out of high school my junior year. I am so convincing that my mom believes I made the wrong right and my career is based on this lie. I never even finished the GED test.

No one even knows my real name, all my siblings are made up except 2, my parents weren’t successful in life, my father was a drunk con man, my mom never really tried. All of their marriage is nonstop fights and struggles, they literally NEVER once got ahead in life. I started lying about myself in elementary school, jr high was awful and left high school because my lies did not make sense, I have since gotten alot better, and I mean a lot better.

Everyone tells me how great I am and wonderful I am, but deep inside I hate myself for everything I have done, all the people that I hurt for no reason and I am ashamed, yet I still lie every single day.

I have never loved a man, only used them for my benefits, not one man in my life as ever been told an ounce of truth by me. I am about to live with and marry a man that physically make me sick so that I will be taken of, the worst part is, I am successful so I don’t need him, but I want to travel and party and buy the things I want in life without any responsibility. I am convincing myself I will earn to like him, I won’t.

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