I hate life. I just want to end it all. I’ve already planned it out… Jump off a building or just take a gun and put it to my mouth. My life is falling apart. The last time i felt like this i was barley capable of picking up the peaces and putting them back together
There’s trouble at home
Trouble with friends. With my mind…
My parents are splitting up and their is a lot of tension in my house. They cant afford to actually move out so they still stay together but i can’t handle it. They talk like they dont even know each other, they each tell me how bad the other one is and i feel its my responsibility to listen to it because if i dont i know that there feelings are going to be botteld up and they are going to explode and its going to be a huge fight so i sit there and listen. I also feel like i have to pay them back in a way for all the stuff they did for me

My best friend has a boyfriend now and im extremely happy for her, he’s a really good guy and surprisingly we chat like we’ve known each other for years and im good friends with him. But I’ve been single for so long and i feel jealous. I’ve felt like this long before they met but i see how they are together and i want that. I feel lonely, i feel unwanted, unlovable, worthless and i feel asif I’ll never have true love…
My parents want me to do unbelievably good in my school work with all of my problems and i find it harder each day to concentrate.I hate life. I just want to end it all. I’ve already planned it out… Jump off a building or just take a gun and put it to my mouth. My life is falling apart. The last time i felt like this i was barley capable of picking up the peaces and putting them back together
There’s trouble at home
Trouble with friends. With my mind…
My parents are splitting up and their is a lot of tension in my house. They cant afford to actually move out so they still stay together but i can’t handle it. They talk like they dont even know each other, they each tell me how bad the other one is and i feel its my responsibility to listen to it because if i dont i know that there feelings are going to be botteld up and they are going to explode and its going to be a huge fight so i sit there and listen. I also feel like i have to pay them back in a way for all the stuff they did for me

My best friend has a boyfriend now and im extremely happy for her, he’s a really good guy and surprisingly we chat like we’ve known each other for years and im good friends with him. But I’ve been single for so long and i feel jealous. I’ve felt like this long before they met but i see how they are together and i want that. I feel lonely, i feel unwanted, unlovable, worthless and i feel asif I’ll never have true love…
My parents want me to do unbelievably good in my school work with all of my problems and i find it harder each day to concentrate.
I have a lot of other thing on my shoulders but to have that to my mix makes it harder to find the will to live
I have a lot of other thing on my shoulders but to have that to my mix makes it harder to find the will to live

Im lieing to everyone pretending im ok…

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