I hate life. I just want to end it all. I've already planned it out... Jump off a building or just take a gun and put it to my mouth. My life is falling

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I hate life. I just want to end it all. I’ve already planned it out… Jump off a building or just take a gun and put it to my mouth. My life is falling apart. The last time i felt like this i was barley capable of picking up the peaces and putting them back together
There’s trouble at home
Trouble with friends. With my mind…
My parents are splitting up and their is a lot of tension in my house. They cant afford to actually move out so they still stay together but i can’t handle it. They talk like they dont even know each other, they each tell me how bad the other one is and i feel its my responsibility to listen to it because if i dont i know that there feelings are going to be botteld up and they are going to explode and its going to be a huge fight so i sit there and listen. I also feel like i have to pay them back in a way for all the stuff they did for me

My best friend has a boyfriend now and im extremely happy for her, he’s a really good guy and surprisingly we chat like we’ve known each other for years and im good friends with him. But I’ve been single for so long and i feel jealous. I’ve felt like this long before they met but i see how they are together and i want that. I feel lonely, i feel unwanted, unlovable, worthless and i feel asif I’ll never have true love…
My parents want me to do unbelievably good in my school work with all of my problems and i find it harder each day to concentrate.I hate life. I just want to end it all. I’ve already planned it out… Jump off a building or just take a gun and put it to my mouth. My life is falling apart. The last time i felt like this i was barley capable of picking up the peaces and putting them back together
There’s trouble at home
Trouble with friends. With my mind…
My parents are splitting up and their is a lot of tension in my house. They cant afford to actually move out so they still stay together but i can’t handle it. They talk like they dont even know each other, they each tell me how bad the other one is and i feel its my responsibility to listen to it because if i dont i know that there feelings are going to be botteld up and they are going to explode and its going to be a huge fight so i sit there and listen. I also feel like i have to pay them back in a way for all the stuff they did for me

Im lieing to everyone pretending im ok…

New Confession

After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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