Hi, I've been lying to everyone around me. No one knows I'm gay and no one suspects me. But it's just so hard to lie to everyone about your sexuality. I'm

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Hi, I’ve been lying to everyone around me. No one knows I’m gay and no one suspects me. But it’s just so hard to lie to everyone about your s********. I’m just scared to tell people because everyone would hate me. And I don’t want that to happen. My parents would hate me, my siblings, my grandparents, my friends… Etc. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

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I regularly think about hurting myself. I used to sh years ago but I’m 2 years clean now. But when it gets late at night or when I’m alone, I think of bashing my head into the floor, or taking as many pills as I can. I might think of dying sometimes but most of the time I think of the pain that might come with these things. Like how I might internally bleed or choke on my own vomit. I don’t feel normal. Not when I have these thoughts almost nightly.

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