Same person who makes up Triggers when I want others to shut up. I often want to tell my bestfriend to shut the f*** up and s*** whenever he whines stuff at me that i dont really care about or also sometimes i really want him to feel bad with himself for stuff he has nothing to do with.
For example, he gets art from other people of his characters, and I feel like that art is better than mine? I would really enjoy to tell him that he doesnt deserve it and that other people are just using him and they dont care about him.
Does he really deserve it? Of course not, but i dont care as long as i feel in control and feel better than everyone else. Why dont i do it then? Because i have to mantain an image, ofc. It would be dumb to just be rude to everyone and then have no toy to play with.
Im a big hypocrite. I feel like what I do is okay while being aware it is not but i dont really care, but when someone else does something like that i want them to kill themselves out of guilt for doing what they do. Of course then i would be angry if someone told me to kill myself for continuing to do what I want to.