i was getting really tired of my parents constantly talking down on me and it really started to worsen my depression so i tried my best to be as independent for once in my 19 years. it was really hard getting a job near since i live at the dorms and have no car and all places were filled with other college kids too but i still tried and did a few random babysitting stuff or doing errands for people. it was obviously not enough to pay the bills that i now had to pay completely by myself and i got really overwhelmed. however i was adamant on not turning back to my parents for help.
for about 4 months now i have been a sugar baby to two men (one in his mid 40s and another in his early 50s) i was always very religious growing up and thought of virginity as a really big deal but i was desperate. and to be honest i don’t regret it. the money is great and so is the s**. i’m just really nervous about how long i can keep up the facade though because i know things don’t look like they’re adding up and my parents are going to figure out i’m doing something else to make the money i’m making in a short amount of time .