Im so scared about the future, i have mucked it up a few times and im only 19, i fear this is my last chance to have a decent life, i hope ill try my best i reli do!
And i love my gf, but i still have feelings for my ex, even tho i wud never leave my gf for my ex, but the feelings r still there after almost two years.
And I did cheat on my gf when i was acused i was rightly acused by my friend, but it was only a kiss, and we kissed agen a week later and i never told you. i really want to. but i dont want to loose you 🙁 that was a year ago and i still feel guilty. i want to tell you but i cant and i wont im so sorry 🙁 i love you more than my own life x