As a boy growing up on the farm, I always helped the older guy down the road when he needed it, and he always paid. At age 16 I started letting him have s** with me, it lasted untill I was over 18. He didn’t force it on me, in fact most times I went over there for that reason. That was 20 years ago and I never thought anybody knew about it, but a few weeks ago me and my dad were talking about that old guy. Dad said he used to screw you all the time, but I figured you liked it or you wouldn’t have gone back over there, talk about feeling guilty, and ashamed.