I was angry prideful selfish hypocritical irresponsible I lied I complained to God I was manipulative divisive insensitive hateful uncaring ungrateful unmerciful irresponsible unloving unfaithful ungodly lustful flirtatious immature unprofessional I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I had resentment I was threatening I was self righteous I passed judgment against others I had worldly sorrow I accused God of wrong doing I purposely offended him I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I had resentment I hardened my heart against God’s plan for my life I was lacking confidence I had no compassion I was blame shifting I was defensive depressed I took my frustrations out on others I was lazy anxious afraid worried paranoid I felt socially awkward I lashed out at God and had violent thoughts