I masturbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to multiple women that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing and g string p****** I indicated the look and smell of my b******* and that I only have a five inch p**** and I used profanity I made s******* submissive noises and facial expressions and I was feminine disgusting pathetic immature unprofessional prideful lazy irresponsible selfish I lied I was disrespectful ungrateful stubborn self righteous manipulative divisive hateful angry I passed judgment against others I was blame shifting I complained I had worldly sorrow resentment and I was insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving uncaring and ungodly