I have been cheating on my wife with a former coworker. We stopped working together 6 years ago, but we became friendly and we go for drinks every couple of weeks. The first time was last summer, we were going through a park at night and we turned to each other and started kissing. We ended up going into the bushes where she leaned against a tree, I hitched up her shirt and pulled down her p****** and we had se.x in the dog.gystyle position. I ejacu.lated inside her which was quite a risk because I don’t know if she’s on birth control. She has a boyfriend so we were both cheating, but we were just so nonchalant about it because it just felt so natural at the time. The second time was on November when her boyfriend was staying over with his family for a few days. That time was more personal because we were both completely na’ked, the lights were on and we could make as much noise as we wanted. I guess I feel guilty about the November one because that was more deliberate, we fu.cked 4 times and in between there was lots of kissing, cuddling and laughter. The first time felt more justified, like we were just following a biological impulse that couldn’t be helped.