im sorry ash. i did in fact love you. id still do. and i being too much. wish u could get get away with what is weighing u rn. i will always be here too, for you. sincerely apologise from my side, still waiting right until we can talk again. no matter how much of hurtful words i throw u and how hard i put yourself into this, this love remains. i should have keep things to myself, holding myself back and not caring bout those little things. mybe im not a gremlin as how you called as one, rather a tyrant. haha. funny isnt it..wanna be friend again? but i wish we could get as close as before..