I am a girl,and was finially baptized at age 15 during sunday mass along with another girl who was 14.We both were dressed in the traditional,all white,’babygirl’type baptism outfits that consisted of the white,poofy,short sleeve,above the knees,baptism dresses with the matching bonnet,lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under our dresses,the white tee shirt and the cloth baptism diaper and adult size rubberpants[plasticpants].We both were considered as ‘babies’ for our baptisms!After my party was over,my parents took my relatives to the airport,so i was home alone.My crush,Jake,came over and gave me a card and was blown away by the fact that i looked like a baby! He discovered the diaper and rubberpants under my dress and got very aroused! One thing led to another and he got my baptism dress off of me and then to my knees and had me give him a b******* which i had never done before! He came in my mouth,causing me to gag,and i had to swallow his c**! After that he told me to lay on my back on the floor and kick my legs like a baby and the rubberpants crinkled like a baby! After that we sat on the couch witout my dress on and he rubbed his hands over my diaper and rubberpants and cuddled me. A few minutes later he left and i put my dress back on and laid on my bed feeling very guilty that i had given him the b******! My thoughts were running wild as i knew i had let God down! I am 19 now and still feel guilty!