this weekend will be the 40th anniversary of my stag do, unlike most my wife to be and I agreed that we could do ANYTHING on our stag/hen night as it would be or last chance to do anything or anyone we wanted.

I went out with a group of friends but part way through the night I slipped away to a hotel I had booked for the weekend, I indulged myself with putting on some s*** lingerie did my makeup and put on a medium length blonde wig and a little black dress.

I looked very passible in bright light so in a club or outside I looked great, I went to the club my party were supposed to be entered and went to the toilets where I called my best man and told him there was a slag giving blowjobs through a gloryhole in the toilets.

I was soon sucking on the c0cks off my entire friend and relative group and even took 5 of them in my a**.

My guilt comes from every year I have tried to repeat that night and have sucked and been fucked by around 20 c0cks each year, but this year my wife is seriously ill and told me if I really wan to be used like a s*** just get a group of men round to the house and be the s*** she thinks I am.

All these years and it turns out she knew I feel so guilty and pissed off as I have spent a fortune on hotels and nights out when I could have been a s*** at home for free!