My wife will never know i r***d my dog multiple times when i was 15, did weed and DMT and that im bi and was groomed by men when i was 13. She cant know. She will never know. I will die with these secrets. She will never know i liked being groomed even though it traumatized tf out of me. Im really messed up in the head. She doesnt think so because she doesnt know what ive done. That i used to beat my dog and abuse him. Id keep him from eating food and r*** him. She doesnt know and she never will. She doesnt know when i go hunting i mutilate the animals i kill and play with their bodies. She never will know. I will die with these secrets.