This is the true and probably extremely over detailed account of how I finagled my way into a place to live during my homeless years of met addiction and ended up developing a kink for adultery, f****** impossible to f*** religious women with a certain taboo kink to Pentecostal p****. It was all wildly burned into my soul and became my number one kink and fetish of all time. I started with one married Pentecostal woman, and by the time I left the church that I attended with my Pentecostal wife for eight years I had fucked 19 of the married women in the church successfully, manipulated them into using methamphetamine with me and my wife, and allowing her to watch. I am redeemed now and have since gotten right with my higher power, but I am reliving my old glory days. I sure do miss them and here’s the reason why …… I’m a married man technically by law. My wife and I have been separated for over two years now and we were together for eight years. We have been divorced and remarried in that time. Due to our rocky relationship with methamphetamine and poor job history, our relationship was strained many times and she left 10 times and I let her back nine. This is gonna be a long story, but it’s gonna have some pretty X-rated and k**** taboo details that are entirely true. I have never told anybody about these things. But then I realized that even though they were drug fueled, extreme, s***** acts, none of them were illegal, all of them were consensual, all of the participants were completely of a legal and consenting age of 18 or older. And well, the trans o*** that I was involved in was no questions asked about age because at that particular point in time in America, you had to be a consenting adult over the age of 18 to have those kinds of modifications done to your body. But I’m getting off task. I was madly in love with my wife when I first met her from the moment I laid eyes on her. I was staying with a recent acquaintance that I had met through work. She was a recently converted Pentecostal a.k.a. a new convert and she was on fire for God and she knew that I was on meth really bad and had a husband at home but did not care about either …(come to find out later she told me the reason she disregarded everything and allowed me into her house was because the site of me made her p**** dripping, wet)… and invited me into her home and shared their one bedroom studio with me. I slept on the floor on a pallet at the foot of their bed. It was truly a blessing. April, Dawn, the voluptuous meth w**** that she used to be, had a heart of gold. She also had what I’m fixing to explain to you, in my opinion is the body of a goddess. This is how I got my future wife’s attention believe it or not. Hard to see right this second but stay tuned. so here we are, I’m still in the height of a meth, addiction and laying awake at the foot of their bed, most nights, pretending to sleep, living in their house, being very respectful during the day in front of her husband and acting accordingly because I knew how to control myself. I won the heart and trust of her husband with our long talks about God. Yes I know quite a bit about God have read the Bible front to back and that’s how I know that this body, yes, anticipation building, was a one of a kind body of a true goddess from another galaxy. OK back to the point. I’m sleeping on their floor in their studio, and I’m laying there picturing April Dawn. 5 foot two, beautiful long down to her a**, Sandy, blonde hair, beautiful, arctic blue eyes, a face that only a true man could see the beauty in. She wasn’t a supermodel by any means. She was very average and homely looking in the face, but I find that super attractive, especially with no makeup the way her skin just glowed that beautifully tan color against those blue eyes. She had above average lips. They weren’t Angelina Jolie big but they were very nice. If I’m being honest here I would give her looks a solid 6.5 on a scale of 10. But then you trickle down puffy neck with its slight little rolls, and you almost die of delight. 5 foot two, 250 pounds but stacked right. She had broad shoulders for a woman, but definitely feminine, and just below her collarbone sat some of the biggest t****** I have ever had the joy of playing with. Oops, leaked to sneak peek. Yes they were 38 double D’s that had been full of milk for five children in a row. She had a full on tiger mama body of a true woman. She had enormous areolas that were puffy and when I say puffy, I mean like a giant marshmallow puffy. At the end of her beautifully sculpted, mammoth puffy n****** were longer than average n******. I would say about half inch long that could cut diamonds. She was thick all the way down, but a rare thick, she was an hourglass. You could see the rugged stretch marks all over her stomach against beautiful tan, of course she had a muffin top in the stomach that hung over, but it wasn’t extreme as she was in the gym several times a week. She had the biggest a** ever. It was gorgeous. It wasn’t Kim Kardashian perfect, I don’t like that plastic s***. No, her a** was pockmarked with dimples and dimples and dimples. It had stretch marks on it as well. True beauty. I see beauty where other men see ugly. In order to give you a comparison, I would say to look at your local, H town, Walmart and pick you out a B** Ebony queen with a fat a** that you only see on and ebony woman and that’s what April Dawn had. I’m honestly reliving this as I’m sharing this for the first time so I’m trying to go into as much detail as I possibly can because this is so freeing. I was afraid to get on here and admit this at first, but I’ve read some of the stuff on here and mine is not so bad. Anyways, back to that a** it was gorgeous and it wasn’t tan like the rest of her body, she wore full cheeked, bathing suit bottoms when she tanned so her a** was as white as Jesus‘s garments. She had a very puffy p****. I mean, it was a huge handful. And she didn’t shave it completely bald. She left it hairy all the way from the top of her bikini line down in between her legs and to her a**. But it was kept at a well manicure length evenly. Oh, it was so fun diving into those bushes to lick her a** and find her irregularly extended and gorgeous labia. I mean it was like roast beef on roast beef. When I would part that beautifully soft sea of Sandy brown pubic hair and find those fun little lips, I would grab them and pull them open, and they were so long out of the end of her p**** that they would extend out and touch her inner thigh. But when they weren’t stretched out, it just looked like a beautiful little labia buffet hanging there like lunchmeat for a hungry student. She is where I developed my ultimate fetish. So we’ve got from head to p**** covered now her thighs were some glorious thunder thighs from the highest realm of B** heaven. They were so thick and round and jiggly. No they weren’t toned, they were beautifully sculpted thoroughbred B** genetics. In case you can’t tell I like my women big. They extended down to an unexpectedly petite knee and then a large Hercules like calf, that led down to the feet that started my kink for feet. Puffy little fat feet with cute little toes. Short and round with perfect little toenails on them. They weren’t skinny and petite like supermodel feet. But when she put fire engine red on her toenails, my d*** got hard watching her do it. So after all that Stephen King like detail lol here’s the picture I’m on meth, the only thing I like to do on it when I am high is f*** p**** …

(or if you’re really high and on the needle like I was at one point, your wife will talk you into letting six transsexuals f*** you in the a** at once while she rides your d*** and does other various things with her fists;) we’ll get there.)

…. So I’m really high on meth all the time, I’m staying in a married Pentecostal couples studio flat. And I am waking my s***** desires up to an extremely heightened and unrestricted level. And April Dawn is causing me to f****** j******* every night at the foot of her bed on my knees after I make sure that they . up to an extremely heightened and unrestricted level. And April Dawn is causing me to f****** j******* every night at the foot of her bed on my knees after I make sure that they’re asleep as I look at his wife’s feet in the bathroom light that shines into the room. The beautiful tan skin, barely visible, her beautiful red toenails. It was extremely difficult to keep completely silent. But normally, I had to get wild and violent B*** style with my d*** to even get it hard. I mean, I have to slap it and abuse it and squeeze and basically pulverize my balls and I like women to bite my d*** extremely hard and abuse it and tie it up around the head and pulled by whatever female I’m worth of the time. Yes I like to have my d*** t****** to where it cuts off the circulation and I like to be pulled across the floor like a beaten, abused dog. Anyways, that’s the type of s*** that when I’m high only gets me hard …but her feet…. Her goddamn, s***, married, newly religious taboo off limits feet were enough to get my d*** so hard one night ….. so rock throbbing hard after I had done a shot right in the big vein on it…that I was literally barely stroking my d***. I mean, like slow as molasses, I started coming uncontrollably and for an extremely long time, and I spewed a very large amount of meth infused c** on her toes and feet….. I started to lose control and tried so hard, so throbbing hard, lol to stay focused hard on controlling my breathing and silencing It, but also so focused on her feet and picturing them around my c*** and picturing her big toe, slipping into my lubed up a** that I didn’t realize that her head was picked up from the pillow and her eyes were locked on me and she was watching what I was doing. She didn’t move a muscle. She did, however, say very loudly, David Wayne! I mean, she yelled at, and it scared the f*** out of me because I thought I was fixing to die when her husband woke up. He stayed snoring solid. This is where it gets really juicy y’all. I promise to everything holy in the heavens above that this is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. This is the kind of s*** that I stayed using for,. OK I’m so hard right now. Dude stayed sleeping solid. He had his sleep apnea mask on and he was still f****** snoring. She sat up and carefully moved the covers off of her feet without wiping my dripping hot nut off of her feet. She goes to the end of the bed and puts both feet on either side of my shoulders. Then reaches up and swipes her fingers through the c** and begins to lick, lick it and take it into her mouth and swallow it. there was a large amount so she did get a pretty good amount off of her feet. I don’t know if you guys know this but a little scientific fact when you do methamphetamine on a large scale like I was, it gets into every fiber of your body and your c** is completely able to get a female high as f*** if she eats it. She gently and seductively lightly danced her big toe down my chest, which at this point was covered with a shirt and all the way down to my c***. It’s really fat so it fills you out but it’s a short little f***. It’s only 6 inches. And I love to have my c*** degraded when I’m high. And it was as if she felt it telepathically after her right foot was firmly pressed up against my c***. She brought her left foot down and closed it in between the bottom of her feet from the other side. She began to stroke it and she whispered to me you’re lucky it’s fat because your length is f****** pathetic. And I don’t remember everything after that point because the shot of dope I did was pretty large. I always remember the first couple hours then after that it’s fuzzy. But I remember enough to know that we ended up in the bathroom at the other end of the house because there was a garden tub in there when I finally came to and can remember exactly what was going on. After talking to her, she filled in the gaps and told me that she had started to feel it after X amount of time of sitting there playing with my d*** and she took me into the living room, and I gave her some and she got high for a while and laid me back in the recliner and sucked my d*** while she fist my a** because I asked her to. She said we did that for a little bit and then she took me into the bathroom, which is where my memory kicks back in. I’m in the tub leaned up against the back of this garden tub, and she is directly in front of me with the water Spicket at her back as the tub fills with water. I remember our conversation for the most part. And I remember asking her what made her decide to take this route versus waking her husband up and calling the cops and having me arrested for being a pervert. And she admitted how much of a w**** she was behind David’s back when they were the biggest meth cooks in Cleveland, Texas. Now keep in mind I’m a dirty dog and I f****** love whores, I love b****** that have taken so much d*** that they are worn out. And as she’s telling me this she admits, she says KING (that’s me for the duration of the authentic s*** you’re reading) from the day I got hired at the restaurant, and I walked back in the back, and I saw you, my very neglected and hungry p**** started aching. Of course I’m doing this church thing so I was conflicted, but I knew I wanted you in the house instead of on the streets. I told myself that was the reason but I’ve heard you at the foot of the bed twice before tonight and I quietly fondled myself listening to you try to be quiet pleasuring yourself at the end of the bed. That’s why my feet were uncovered. But now I was torn and divided between the new life I was trying to live and who I really am. So I told myself that I was just uncovering my feet because I was hot and needed the air conditioning on them. But the truth is, I knew that you were stroking your c*** looking at my feet tonight and I pretended to be asleep until I felt the enchanting and irresistible heat of your nut covering my feet. That’s when I sat up because when I felt my next meal being squirted all over my feet by a h**** methed up s** GOD the meth w**** in me took over and I wanted you to completely inebriate me with a debilitating and paralyzing dose of meth and use my body however, you wanted to on film. She said I gave my p**** to whoever I wanted to for 20 years whenever I was high and never caught an ounce of guilt over going home to my husband and letting him slide in my p**** after I’ve given it up and let it be filled all night by other men. Every s***** demon woke up inside of me with an aching desire. So that’s why we sit here now. I could’ve rolled over and pretended like it didn’t happen and just pulled my feet under the covers and wiped them on the sheets. But I didn’t want to spend one more morning in the shower m*********** when we could be doing this. Now, of course, some of that was paraphrased and filled in, but that is the basis of the conversation that took place. I told her a fewthings about my restricted s***** experiences in detailand then I took her soul to a different universe of s***** pleasure from about 10:15 that night until around six or seven in the morning. David didn’t have to wake up so he normally slept until about 10, but we wanted to play it safe. Up to that point I had never been with a real woman. I lost my virginity at 16 years old to my 14-year-old girlfriend in Dickinson, Texas, and didn’t even get to bust a nut. But she’s the reason I have the belief that a good p**** smells like a slight sweet BO. Then my next major girlfriend was a blue ball giving expert and a tease that ended up being a prude. And the girlfriend after that we had s** multiple times, but never long enough for me to nut. It was like that for the first four months of our relationship and then finally I had enough of it and got her high to satisfy her curiosity because she was wanting to. And made sure to give her enough to where she was debilitated. Of course I wasn’t gonna let anything bad happened to her, but I was finally able to use her body like I wanted to with no objections and get my nut. That was the first time I ever experienced a nut on meth and it was truly the first time I had had a physical s***** experience on it. And then soon after that, I found out that she was a registered s** offender with an offense against a 15-year-old minor. And Ir an, very, very far the other direction and blocked her from all aspects of my life. So after that, I was pretty fucked up about women. I feel like giving her an entire eight ball in a liquid booty bump her very first time doing it and using her body and f*** holes the way I did was complete justice. F*** anybody that looks at a kid s******* even on meth. I’ll do anything s******* on meth but not a f****** kid so that was in 2014 right after I had gotten out of prison and it was now 2017 and I hadn’t had any since. I explained this to her. I told her that I just wanted her to go set the camera up and come get back into the tub and just allow me to do anything and everything I want to her and explore her body and gave her full permission to do anything to me that she wanted to in the process. It was an experience that shaped the rest of my desires and fantasies and fetishes and anything else s*****. These kinks are still hardwired in my mind. She agreed. She said yes, you can do whatever you want to my body for your pleasure as long as we can square away one thing that will ensure us to be able to continue to do this. While she was setting the camera up, she explained that in the morning she wanted to slip David some dope in his coffee. I disagreed with it right off the bat because I was like I don’t do that to people who don’t already know and want to willingly do it. And she said no no no no it’s OK. He’s been thinking about doing it, but he doesn’t have the willpower to just go back out and do it himself, but if he were to ever do it without knowing it and get high, that would be the way that he would want to do it. So I’m gonna Ask you that if I allow you to violate me in any way that you want to tonight short of blood and s***, you have to help me and supply the dope to get him high because once he gets high and I give him permission to look at p*** and get on the Internet and talk. That’s all he’s gonna be concerned about And we can do whatever. My heart was beating 1000 miles a second and sweat was pouring out of every poor in my body, even as I sat in the ice cold water. The heat was radiating from me and so was the desire. My lions were pounding. She came back to the tub and took over like a f****** p*** star. She introduced us to the camera with stage names and said the most incriminating things in this video and it was so hot. She basically said that she was a married recently, converted to a strict religion, stated that her husband neglected her s*******, and as a result, she let her feminine grooming go. She stated that she was tired of pretending that she wasn’t just a w**** and told the camera how much speed I had given her and basically scripted a professional fetish p***, lol it was so hot then I chimed in basically transformed into the character that we were role-playing and acted the part. She told me to give her more because right now she was still in control. She did stuff that I really appreciated because I was kind of paranoid about the video lol but she started saying how I didn’t have an option that I was going to give her an additional dose of an undetermined large amount enough to completely make her totally submissive to any command, and she stated that she gives full permission for this to happen and knows exactly what is about to happen. i’m f****** all over the place at this point. I wanna f*** her in the a**. I wanna f*** her in the p****. I wanna f*** her in the mouth. I wanna f*** her in the ear. I wanna eat her out. I wanna lick her toes. I wanna f****** hang upside down and piss in her mouth from the ceiling hahahaaaaaa and swing from the chandeliers like a monkey type s*** man I didn’t know what the f*** was going on because I had never experienced anything like this. It was like every man’s s***** desire you know what I mean. Y’all give me some grace. I’m sitting here for the last two hours, trying to be the next Alan Bennett of s*** lol I can’t do this without trying to include every single detail that I can possibly remember. And I used to be a lot better at writing but after years of drug abuse, this is the best you’re gonna get. A lot of rabbit trails lol oh well at least my crazy personality is coming out through this lol speaking of coming out. I am going to explain the trans o*** between me and my wife on the craziest and only homosexual meth experience I ever had. And it was all because my wife wanted it to happen.

So she’s f****** Martin Scorsese on the mouthpiece talking about being married and being this little freshly converted Pentecostal girl who just got the Holy Ghost but needed her hairy neglected roast beef p**** fucked. I’m all into it. I start acting like the pastor. I start talking to her all dirty telling her that I hide my unholy B**** behind the pulpit Every service because I can’t help but look at her perfect goddess like legs and the way that they come together like a thick, orgasmic collision on their way up into the darkness of her skirt. “ oh yeah you little f****** s*** you like it when I look at you from behind the pulpit, I see you. I see the desire in your eyes. My c*** throbs every Sunday morning, Sunday evening and Thursday evening as you take your faithful place on the front row with your race, shorter than socially accepted skirt. You like the fact that I go home and f*** our first lady within the holy bounds of our godly matrimony, and when I bust my righteous seed inside of her, I bust harder, more intensely, longer and more satisfyingly than I ever have picturing my ordained c*** inside of your obedient p****. Yes ma’am, obey your pastor and you will be blessed abundantly.” I look at the camera and say David, this is what you should be doing to your wife and now you’re going to watch me do unspeakable s***** acts to your wife as you begin to feel the effects shortly after you finish your coffee. I’ve got like 25 different brand new never before done s***** things happening at once and I am just so overwhelmed. So I turned back to her and grabbed her by the throat and told her to open her mouth and I spit in the back of her f****** mouth and then wrapped my hand up in her hair and jerked her down to her knees. This is your wife on meth, bowing to my every desire. You’re asleep right now and I have, with consent, given your wife enough dope to make her f*** anything and everything. She is my slave. Do you feel her effects beginning to trickle into your nerve endings and into your bloodstream? Do you feel your heartbeat beginning to increase, do you feel the hair growing on your head, can you hear the moan of s***** sin and debauchery coming from your wife, right about now you’re feeling the effects of approximately 3 to 5 grand old diddly, damn grams coursing through your body that you just ingested in your coffee that your wife so lovingly made for you. Yes she told me how you wanted it to go down again. Right about now she is coming behind you on the bed as you watch this and seducing you to a cuckhold of restraint.

(yes we talked about this and planned it out and this is exactly how it went down as he played the video. We planned it out exactly and it went off without a f****** hitch.)

I went on talking about everything that was fixing to happen and how he was just gonna sit there and watch. Then I said enough f****** talking and I turned around and used April Dawn like a f****** ragdoll. I took the handcuffs that she would later handcuff her impotent husband with an additional pair, and I handcuffed her right wrist to her right ankle and likewise her left wrist to her left ankle. I turned the water back on in the tub as I laid her on her back and pulled the plug and refreshed it, making it colder as it refilled. I had to pee so bad and all of a sudden every p*** I had ever watched came to mind and realized I could do whatever I want, and I looked at her and I got down on my knees, and I pushed myself between her, restrained up bandages and forced them open as wide as I could pinning her arm and leg down to her side with each of my legs. I reached over and grabbed a scrub brush that had a nice thick handle on it that was curved just the right angle. I reached over and grabbed conditioner because from experience I know that it is a great lube that smells good and does not burn, I put a considerable amount on my a** and shoved the handle deep inside my a**. I positioned the handle to curve up and stimulate my prostate when I slid it in and out of my hole. I began to squirt a glorious stream of piss that I had been holding for a very long time all over her face. I grabbed my pathetic meth, c*** and directed the head all over her t*** and chest and face and I was bursting at every nerve ending with extreme pleasure. I told her to open her f****** mouth and to quit spitting it out. She just said yes, master and opened her mouth, and I very roughly scooted my crotch all the way up to her face and slammed my scrub brush as hard as I could into my prostate and hit her full force at the back of her throat with a stream of golden love. Her mouth filled all the way up, and I told her to be a good little girl and close it and drink her juice. She obeyed and swallowed, and let out a downright mind blowing, wad busting moan of pleasure, followed by a innocent child like giggle. She role-played endlessly as my rolling stream of piss splattered all over her precious face, mouth and hair, getting in her eyes and burning them with the amount of meth and my piss. Hearing her gargle, religious s***** k**** role-play was just the epitome of everything taboo at that moment in my life.

(insert 95% accuracy on what was said in this moment. Years later, I can go back and remember everything and it helps that s*** and I still talk about it regularly and video m********* to this day. But I want to include this.)

She started to laugh uncontrollably in this cutely, demonic little girl giggle, and started talking in a very high-pitched, cute little teenage voice. And she said in a very country, southern Bell accent

“ daddy, I know you get up on that platform behind that pulp pit. Every time service is open. And I know you preach your heart out about the word of God. And when you’re up there, preaching daddy, I dance with the Devil on the back pew. Every service I have my d**** on the highest setting of vibrate, crammed into my p****, sitting on the back pew, me , our s***** demons and the insanely orgasmic knowledge that every time we go on our weekend fishing trips together that mom hates, you f*** me and f*** me and f*** me until the very second that we have to get in the truck and head home.”….. holy s***, I know that it’s just role-play but goddamn that was the hottest most taboo thing she could’ve ever done at that moment. And while I would have s** with every woman in my family, I have never even tried or attempted to. But she hit a fetish that I kept locked away from everybody. She hit it and opened it right up, and I told her that I have a huge desire to be with the women in my family s******* and that there was known i***** and s***** relationships within my family in the past years of the 50s and 60s. My nanny and all of her seven brothers and sisters all had s** on a regular basis. my mother willingly had s** with her uncle on multiple occasions for money when I was a baby. And things like that. I told her that I had no clue why they stopped, but that I had always had a desire for them to happen again. She admitted that she had a willing s***** relationship with her father, brother, uncle and grandfather from the time she came into her own s******** and got curious. I was rock hard. I got down on my knees and grabbed her by her throat and slid length of my righteously, sensitive c*** through her forest of soft, luscious fur. Stimulating pleasure from every orifice of my p****. I probe deeper into the forest and found her very unorthodox and extremely protruding labia. It’s not a very common condition, but it’s one that I found after this to be the hottest. I pulled her lips apart with the head of my throbbing c***, and I thrust deep inside of her and I let out a moan of pleasure that I had never been able to emulate from my vocal course before that because I had never experienced anything as paramount as the feeling that I had when I entered deep inside of her off limits, married, front pew church going p****. Now that both of our deepest, darkest s***** secrets and desires were out in the open we were free to role-play the hottest role-play scenario I’ve ever been in. I tightened my grip around her throat, and with my other hand, pushed her face to the side and ran my tongue all the way from her collarbone up her neck and danced around her ear while whispering k****, and s******* sinister things into her ears.

“ you know, daddy doesn’t even give himself to mommy all the way anymore. Not since the first time you and I made sweet primitive, pure blood love. The purist form of s***** intimacy. No instead I claim penile impotence and a hesitation to go to the doctor for medical help in order to get out of s** with your mother, the majority of the time. Because I save myself for your sweet, tantalizing, love, daddy’s little girl,. “

Asking if this was OK and feeling slightly uncomfortable and stupid due to an experience, she simply smiled with that same f****** innocent little Southern Bell, 18-year-old b*********** voice with a real thick southern draw
“ why daddy anything you say or do is OK. As long as you do whatever brings you pleasure and happiness at my expense. Please use me anytime you desire. The best time to fill up my. Tight little f*** hole with your c** is anytime you desire daddy. Please just shut the f*** up and abuse me and use me. At that point I just f****** let it all go and went with it.

“ oh you goddamn little w****. I thought I raised a proper lady. I taught you how to conduct yourself and have morals and respect for your body and to love the Lord and live by his word. You are a f****** Jezebel and I am entirely responsible for this outcome.. come here and lock daddy‘s office door behind you.”

At this point, I was across the bathroom, sitting in the shower chair that they had.
I still had the thick cleaning scrub brush up my a**. I commanded her and she obeyed.

“ the reason I have called you in my office is to teach you a lesson. This is biblical. It says spare the rod spoil the child. Look at you. I have spared my rod long enough. Pull your f****** skirt up and spread your dirty w**** cheeks apart, it’s time for daddy to give you his rod. Look at this dope, fucked w**** of a daughter, Standing before me. A f****** first rate w****. You know what daddy does to whores don’t you? Don’t answer that. You should already know so keep your filthy f****** w**** mouth shut. Bend over my desk. Spread your cheeks like I said and take this d***. I have been waiting to teach you this lesson for 24 years. Tonight you will feel your father‘s wrath and love”- I stepped into a director’s role for a second and told her to only say two things when I ask her something. Yes, daddy and do whatever you want to my holes daddy. She obeyed and understood with a closed mouth and a head shake. I was tired of the cold waters of the bathtub, grabbed her head and forced it down into the water as she slid down the back of the tub under my force onto her back. I completely doused her in water to give her a soaking wet look and stood over her on my feet. I gave her a devilishly devastating look that made her whole body shutter. I uncuffed her hands from her ankles and took the restraints off. I don’t know what came over me all of a sudden, but I felt a primitive desire come from within me, and I let it flow uninterrupted in uninhibited. I snapped back into the role-play

“ you realize what you have to do now don’t you?” I asked with full expectations of obedience, and she did not skip a beat as she said in a tiny frightened voice- “ yes daddy. Please do whatever you want to for your pleasure at my expense and use all of my holes.” I completely wrapped my body around hers from behind, and we slowly shuffle towards the living room, as I whispered sweet nothings into her ear. Soft seductive, yet k****, and extremely taboo as we were still in the middle of a role-play.

“ daddy doesn’t want to punish you in an abusive way tonight, baby. No this is the first night of our pure and tainted desire. Baby girl, I hear the stories around town of how you will do anything for any guy as long as they give you dope. I’ve seen the videos on your public account on xvideos, and I know that it gets you off when you are used. I know that you have been passed around the dope house to more than 40 men and one night because it’s the one video I come back to over and over as I watch each, and every man spill his load into my baby girl, and she just takes it all the way inside and keeps it in her while the next d*** slides into her.. The one thing in this world that gets me off harder than anything ever has is watching my baby g****** drugs completely give herself to any d*** that wants to impregnate her. I rewind and watch over and over again at the end of the video when the final d*** comes inside of you and you allow all of the come to spew out of you. That’s the part that gets me off every time, and I wished just once that I could add my load to the pile. I know everything. I refused to groom you or touch you while you were under age. However, you’re 24 years old now and your videos told me. There are exactly 17 videos of you role-playing acting like it’s me f****** you or your father whoever it is in the scenario. but late last night I was in my office baby girl and I was watching your videos with my door locked, and I decided that it was time. I decided that it was time to fulfill both of our closet, but now in the open fantasies. I want you to close your eyes and forget about every man that has ever abused you in a rough physical s***** way. Calm your senses and allow me to show you how you deserve to truly be loved by the only man that should ever have the opportunity. I’m gonna make sweet tender. Love to you the way I used to do your mother. I’m going to be soft. I’m going to be deliberate. I’m going to be the biggest source of pleasure you’ve ever had in your life. This is going to be romantic and gentle. I love your silence. Your silence means you want it correct?” She asked me for permission to talk and I said yes. The obedience was so hot. She said not only does she want every drop of love that I have to give her but that she wanted to do it in mine and my wife’s bed tonight. She wanted to feel the ultimate taboo. I obliged.

Keep in mind y’all she and I were doing role-play. And yes, we still do role-play to this day with many different things. On a sidenote, her favorite thing to do is send me p**** pics from random public locations. Keeps it hot without the dope anyways, she and I were locked deep into this role-play thing at this point it was almost real to me because that’s how the s*** that we were doing does you. Keep in mind this was back in the early winter of 2014 back before most of the good old boy cooks got overrun by the f****** Mexicans and we were getting s*** that was still comparable to the peanut butter s*** from the 80s and 90s. S*** was so good and pure that it had dark brown crystal lightning veins running through it, and the smell of straight cat piss. The s*** they have today doesn’t touch it so we were out of our minds anyways getting back to it.

There wasn’t much talking after this except for the occasional is daddy doing it right and the also so s*** and obedient reassurance that anything he does to her body is right. I remember the funniest thing at one point throughout all this my mind snapped back into reality for just a second and realized that we left the camera in the bathroom so I ran back to the bathroom and grabbed it and said to the camera as I was walking back to the living room. This is how you’re supposed to make real love to your wife. This is why you’re high watching me on video right now f*** your wife. This is why I was able to slip in. Listen and learn and take some notes. Or some s*** like that I was really facetious and arrogant, but I had the right to be. I set the phone down with an incredible angle and climbed slowly and sensually on top of her as her beautiful B** body was spread out across the suede couch. Her big, perfectly aged saggy t****** that were perfected by years of childbirth. F*** a p****** supermodel. I don’t want that s*** I want a real woman in there she was laying in front of me. I went right back into the role-play. Again keep in mind I reiterate for like the fifth time I am partially paraphrasing and spicing it up for s***** content and arousal because I know there is some freak out there that is not been able to stop reading this. Trust me it keeps going

“ I think I’m finally awakening to truest and hottest form of love on this earth, and the only love that was truly intended from the start of humankind. A perfect, harmonious, pure blood, untainted, loving, and s******* fulfilling relationship between only full family members. The kings and queens of generations past kept bloodlines pure by only marrying and procreating with first family. It’s how it was truly meant to be. Take me into you now as we solidify our blood lines and protect its purity in the act of raw, untainted, unrestricted love.” I moved from her ear all the way down her beautifully seductive chubby rolls on her neck. Tender kisses and touches. Streaming my fingers lightly across her skin as my moist and eager lips travel across The body of the truest goddess, kissing and tasting every square inch of her voluptuous body and tracing the stretch marks with my tongue. Most everybody else she would be considered Desperate to sleep with her. I consider myself grateful to be with such a specimen. Ugly girls are my kink. I showered her body in tender love and kisses and told her that she was lucky that she was even naked in front of me. I said condescendingly and respectfully.

“ do you know why you’re lucky?”-she moans orgasmically in an obvious rapid and prompt head shake…” no please tell me daddy why am I the luckiest daughter on earth right now?”

I picked my head in the mouth up from her less than perfect body. Actually, her body was ugly by most standards. Again arouses me so I said it in the sweetest most degrading manner I possibly could, and it rolled off of my tongue and into her ear as gospel. I boldly whispered in her ear as I deliberately, and intentionally slid my throbbing c*** inside of her deformed and used p****., “ baby girl the reason you’re so lucky is because you are one of the ugliest little whores I have ever seen. You’re not a supermodel by any means, the only reason any men give you attention is because you’re a f****** w**** and they wanna get off. But luckily, I love you so much that I find extreme beauty in your physical flaws. So much so that I find you to be the most disgracefully disgusting yet sinfully arousing woman I have ever known. I’m the only man that finds you beautiful. I’m the only one that will ever love you like this.

I paused and told her that it was the real me and asked if everything was still OK and if she was still comfortable with everything. Without missing a beat, she said whether it makes you uncomfortable or not is the question. I’m here to do whatever you want.

At this point, I’m gonna start really making you f****** urge, throb, drip, ache, burn with desire from my words. OK, I will admit I’m high and I am having a wonderful time finally having the courage to put this out to public again I have to stop and say that the s***** encounters that I am describing are entirely factual and did happen. The dialogue is you know this s*** was 11 years ago and probably hundreds of grams of meth ago while we did do role-play and banter and stuff like that I don’t remember exactly everything that was set so I am filling that in just to give context to the situation. I don’t know. I’m just a stupid s** fiend. I’ll go to sleep in the morning and then I’ll wake up tomorrow afternoon completely normal with a normal s** drive. But tonight I got the courage after reading similar stories on this platform. It would probably make a lot more sense if I were to sit down in a sober mind and write out a plot and actually write some s*** like legitimately, but this is as good as it’s gonna get. Yes, my ADHD riddled, roller coaster of a bipolar brain likes to go off on many different tangents and come back to the point so keep your hand on your pants. Keep your fingers on that wet p**** and clits. Keep a strong grip wrapped around that fading B**** because I’m fixing to get you right turned back on lol and now, ladies and gentlemen back to the main show. ::::::::

I let it go. I said, baby girl we both have to be as quiet as we possibly can right now and not make a noise. Otherwise we will wake your mother up and risk getting caught. I slid my hand up over her mouth and entered into her glorious V*****. Keep in mind I am every bit of 6 inches and my c*** is so thick that it will not fit more than just the head in a standard size toilet paper roll. It’s pretty f****** fat. I wasn’t touching both sides. Even after years of being neglected and your regular s***** activity. She was still used up. I loved it. This is the hottest thing on earth to me. However, I realized that it wasn’t the role-play that was turning me on so much, that s*** was for the birds and most likely would not happen on that level if I was not high. No, I realized that the actual facts of the situation we’re getting me off.. I asked her to start moaning. She started softly, then got louder and louder, and I was rocking her. I had her entire body pressed up against me as I engulfed her with my arms and tightly embraced her. I buried my c*** all the way to my balls in her glorious p****. I thrust hard and slow. Slamming into her p**** with a thunderous collision, allowing my nuts to slap her a******. Hard, hard, harder and harder, but with the same pace, one Mississippi slam to Mississippi slam. Three Mississippi slam I tightened my grip around her ankles, so tight that I lost feeling in my hands. She reached up and grabbed me and pulled me in closer to her. The sweat from our bodies mixed as we collided. My lips tangled in an instant with hers and my tongue danced around her mouth passionately. I pulled out and put my mouth over the back of my hand as I pressed it over her mouth. I just told her to be quiet. I reached up to her p**** and slathered my fingers with her beautiful glorious, lubricating p****, nectar, and rub it on her a** and pressed the head of my throbbing c*** up against the door. She stared at me with our eyes locked, and with a pathetic little begging whimper, she said, please, under the restraint of my hand, and I forced my d*** just inside the threshold of her a**. I didn’t push my head all the way in. As much as I wanted to disrespect her body. I knew there would be plenty of time for that. for some reason at this moment in time, I was craving primitive l*********. She gasped and struggled to catch her breath. Then she relaxed, and I pulled the head out and spit on my d*** and re-inserted it this time all the way slow slowly, but deliberately. She reached down and began to vigorously and eagerly abuse her p**** as I began to f*** her in her a**. I had her in full missionary at this point, and I leaned up and took her legs back into my control as my grasp clamped firmly around her ankles again. I watched as my c*** slid in and out of her a** as she stretched her p**** as wide, does she possibly could and abused it. At this point, the momentum picked up and I had enough snap to look over at the clock and realized it was 5 o’clock in the morning already. Basically lost in the s** for hours until that point. I began to get selfish. I lost all interest in, pleasuring her and began to aggressively abuse her a****** trying to coax a mind blowing load out of the end of my c***. It was so hot, but it wasn’t enough. Let me first say unless you have experience I need to enlighten you. For a male to achieve an o***** on methamphetamine takes days and a very, very long and strenuous effort. So I decided that wasn’t hot enough, and I moved her all the way into the bedroom where her sleeping husband was. He was still in La La Land with his little sleep, mask over his face. I laid her down on my pallet in front of the bed and pumped away until I exploded deep inside of her a**. It was the most mind blowing and extreme o***** I’ve ever had to date. And the fact that her husband did not wake up as I was blowing my load inside of his wife’s a**, even with the vocal moaning and pleasure on both of us. I had just achieved my first full dope, fucked o*****. I had also just experienced about 25 all other brand new things that completely f****** ruined me s*******. Still to this day I look up and m********* to authentic i*****, p***, predominantly, impregnation, or cream pie videos between mother and son, father, daughter, or brother and sister. They are out there on the web. And no, not the dark web. You just have to know where to look. To this day I get off on f****** another man’s wife if he’s not taking care of her. To this day, I have a fantasy of taking April dawn into the church that we used to attend after I met my wife and f****** her brains out on the pew in front of the cameras where her and her husband sit. Like this b**** ruined me s*******. I’m not normal lol I keep my desires to myself and I’m not any kind of predator or anything like that. I’m just warped. I was just talking to her earlier today, letting her know how much she opened my mind s******* that night. We eventually chickened out on giving her husband, the dope without him knowing and offered it to him and he did get high and things got a lot freaky between me and April Dawn after that because come to find out he likes to watch. So then I ended up meeting my wife in early 2017 after being introduced to her by April. When I met my wife, she hadn’t been with anybody s******* or romantically in two years. She was completely consumed by God and the church and trying to live a righteous lifestyle. Long story short because I’m getting tired of this and I’m ready to sign off and do something else. She and I went on an eight year escapade of doing methamphetamine and having extreme s***** marathons a couple of times a year. I even submitted to her biggest desire at the time and spent three weeks gathering participants up for a male to female transgender g******* on me while I was high. The amount of dope that I had to do to let that happen was ungodly. But I wanted the experience of being used and out of my mind and unable to control my s***** self. And my wife had that fantasy. So we put the two together. Keep in mind my a** is already stretched. I’ve been stretching it since I was about 12 years old and at one point was able to double fist myself. Also up until 16 years old, I could fit a family sized bottle of conditioner in my a** at one point. And it was legitimately bigger than the fat end of a baseball bat. I did all this sober so whenever I got on meth, it just increased it. Long story short I guess it was in 2020 during the pandemic after my father had died. We went back to using dope, and I went back with a vengeance. I wish I would’ve never deleted the Xvideo account that she and I had because the video of this instance was on that account. She washed and masturbated for hours, spraying her c** and piss all over me as I was used and abused by six well endowed and willing t*****’s. Period I had so many orgasms that night from my prostate being abused by t***** c***. I was double penetrated. I was fisted. I was cream pie. I was everything that they needed me to be. I never once in my life had a s***** desire for c*** or men or transsexuals and have never done anything after this as far as that goes. But I didn’t care and in my mind it turned me into a f****** woman. All I want was d*** and I wanted my wife to watch me take it. I got off to it a lot that entire s** marathon. I came and when I came down and went to bed and slept it off. I woke up and I felt so ashamed and so disgusted. It was disturbingly arousing. I knew that I loved having my a** fucked and stretched and stimulated with my prostate and stuff, but I realized that I never wanna do that again and that I am completely heterosexual and that’s when things really started to get bad between me and my wife because she wanted me to keep doing that over and over and I told her that I didn’t like doing that and being that out of control of my body because I like p**** p**** only and I never wanna get in that mindset again. So she left. Eventually came back and left again and came back and left again. Long story short, I just need five more minutes that’s it. Long story short I were using and s***** escapades fused with April and David. I was beginning to hate my wife and he obviously neglected his s*******. My wife was a lot like David and I was a lot like April Dawn and my personality. So we would get high and do wife swaps all the time. But it just got old and after toxic b******* and all of the misery and chaos that came with our lifestyle we took off to New Mexico to try to start over and she eventually left me there and came back to Houston over 2 1/2 years ago. I’ve done the high-speed chicken feed several times since then maybe three or four times in the past 2 1/2 years and every time I have done it, I have abstained from having physical s***** contact with anybody and only using p********** and myself. When I am not under the influence of anything, my s***** desires are pretty straightforward and normal. I still love a good hairy p****. I still love a good used p**** and I love love, love, abnormal, and large protruding labia. I still love whores. But there’s some s*** changing in my life And I’ve decided that I’m not gonna give myself s******* to anybody anymore unless it is in a monogamous relationship. So now that me and my wife are waiting on the final decree to be finalized when I get my a** down there to sign the divorce, and April and David have been over For some time. We use each other on FaceTime. And for now the only woman that gets me off is the woman that expanded and blew my mind from the very f****** beginning. I made my ex-wife come 36 times consecutively within a very short time window. I am very talented in the bed because of the lessons of one true dirty rotten Undercover Pentecostal meth w****. While April, myself and my ex-wife and David’s douche bag as were all using together, we were able to successfully manipulate and f*** multiple married women within the church. And exaggerated earlier for excitement purposes on the number of women, but we did in fact successfully s******* seduce, the Sunday school, teacher‘s wife, the church secretary, and the biggest jewel in my crown, I fucked my pastor’s wife. With permission from my wife as she watched from a hidden vantage point. I will close with this. While the s** was out of this world and stellar, it was all sinful. Dreadful sinful. And I loved every f****** second of it. My pastor and his wife are now divorced due to her decision to stay and stare at my full naked body when she accidentally walked in on me changing in one of the upstairs Sunday school rooms after doing the dunking booth at our fall festival. The time I think she was 64, anyways she walked in the room and saw my d*** and looked me up and down and instead of quickly turning around she stayed and looked me up and down and just shook her head. Smiled at me and I knew she was interested. I mean, a man that rich, religiously restricted and rest strict couldn’t definitely hold it down in the bed. So we did what we did best and offered her the sweet Crystal temptation and told her that it was just a libido enhancer. I used my pastor‘s wife as a come dumpster for close to three months before everything came to head. Needless to say, I am now in an undisclosed location in the United States because of the complete devastation and chaos that I caused in that town with that church. The pastor and his wife are now divorced. And the entire town knows of what happened. I had to completely leave and start over. But one thing remains. As bad as I feel about all this, and as much as I have cried out to God and asked him to forgive me, I cannot shake the feeling deep down inside of me that resides with these memories that will never leave my brain. Good night and farewell. I hope your orgasms are endless and earth shattering. I’m gonna finger my a** and watch some of the authentic i***** videos I have saved. So long, farewell and goodbye. Oh and if anybody’s interested, the reason why I’m so f****** attracted to family s*** is because I was warped in the head when I was a kid and I was molested multiple times by an older cousin. Who I now have a extreme s***** attraction to, but a paralyzing fear to even approach it. She and I did talk s******* on the phone the other night, though a little bit so we will see.

Ps. If you’re reading this and you are actually one of the lucky ones around this world that gets to have s** with their real family. Cherish that s***. It’s the poorest and rawest primal form of love. I’m too scared to ever engage or approach the subject with any of my family. So I’ll sit back with my wimpy d*** in my pathetic hand and try for the rest of the night to get this pathetic excuse of a c*** to work without female stimulation. Goodbye I love all of you nasty f***