So basically since like last year ive been making barcodes on my arms and sometimes engraving things onto them for funnies, it kind of helps me let out my stress but everyone gets suspicious or worried and i wish they would just mind their own business, like i want the attention but I want it in private from a stranger, I dont want to get attention from people i “know” i want to get attention from strangers, i want to be a star and the centre everywhere. I dont understand why i cant talk to people as well as everyone else does, im just stuttering and struggling to make eye contact and people insist on trying to teach me.