This is bad and I’ve never talked about this but when I was 15ish (i’m a guy btw) i baby sat my dads GF’s 5yo Son. I would purposely spill stuff on him so i’d have to take his shorts/pants underwear off and get him in the bath. There i’d bend down and i acted like I was washing him but i’d jack him off and with my other hand id be jacking myself off. He couldnt see me jacking off cause the tub was in the way. He would laugh and pull away but when he would get hard he would just stand there and let me do that to him. I’m not, or was never attracted to males. I just was really h****. He never knew what I was really doing to him thank god.