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We started dating this year, right before I turned 20, but I didn’t get her age right. I thought she was 18 turning 19 this year, but, as it turned out, she is 17. Now, please understand that the age gap made me very anxious, but I was too scared to break her heart right at the start of our relationship, so I followed through. She told her family about us, which was surprising since you’d usually wait for a bit of time before doing so, and they were okay with it. In fact, they love me. Similarly, I had to tell mine, because they saw how anxious I was every day, and all they said was to be careful.

The real issue starts here: I wasn’t careful. That girl is the horniest person that I have met my whole life, and from the start of our relationship, she has not stopped talking about her s***** fantasies and how she wants me. Still, we both made it clear that nothing would happen until she turned 18, but even that felt off to me. My brother said I was pre-ordering, which sounds messed up, but that’s his humour. Well, the more I was being tempted, the harder it was to resist, and before I could even realise it, I had pulled down my pants and she had grabbed my p****. That was mostly it on that day. She just grabbed it. A few weeks later, she was already grinding on my s**, fortunately with her clothes on, and I still couldn’t stop it. Here comes the worst. Right after grinding on me, she sat between my legs, and I couldn’t help but slip my hand in her p****** and rub her p****. She didn’t stop me. In fact, she was enjoying it, until she got a bit hurt and I immediately got a wakeup call. I told her it was enough since we had never done that before. I felt so grossed out by what I had done.

I’m not looking for pity. I have never hated myself that much before and I think I deserve it. I just had to get it off my chest. Earlier today, I told her how our relationship makes me anxious, and that I don’t think she’s mature enough for us to be doing this. From the way she responded, I’m guessing this story won’t end well. I shouldn’t be making excuses, but I haven’t fallen that hard for someone in 2 years after my last relationship. Part of me felt compelled to go along with her s***** tendencies, but, obviously, the other part of me was simply overcome by the worst vice of them all. I’m sorry Mom and Dad. I’m just gross.

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I sold my Virginity when I was 14 to an old pervert guy, friend of the family type… He used to watch me all the time at the pool and in the yard son bathing.

One day I was complaining to him I had no money and wanted to buy some computer and clothes… he asked me if I had a BF yet, I said no put had did some stuff with a few guys. He asked me if I had gone all the way, I said no I am still a virgin.

He offered me the cash I needed if he could be my first, and it would just be between us, nobody would know. I told him I would think about it… after a week I asked him where we would do it, how long it would last, and was it going to hurt, would he use a condom…

He said he could rent a motel room outside of town, and we would do it there. He promised to be gentle and slow so that it would not hurt too much. He said no condom because he wanted both of us to feel everything that was happening. So I agreed to sell him my virginity one time and 1st time to do it, for $1,500 cash paid at the motel room.

On the day we agreed, He got the room, then picked me up during the daytime and we went to the motel and went inside. There was lingerie and a short nightie laying on the bed and he asked me to shower and wear these things. I did as he asked and came out and he hugged me and laid me on the bed.

He got undressed, and it was the first time other than p*** I saw a real one. It was pretty big and the tip was large and round too. He showed me the lube he brought and said he would use it, to make it more comfortable. He asked me to put some on my hands and rub his thing and make it all slippery. The more I rubbed it, the bigger it seemed to get.

He kissed me and touched me all over, and finally ended up between my legs and licking and kissing my private area. It felt pretty good and I got really excited and wet. He got on top of me and rubbed the tip of his thing on my v#gina, which felt nice, then he started pushing it inside which hurt a little, but he added more lube and that helped a lot. Once he was all the way in, it felt a lot better and he started riding me or pumping and thrusting his thing inside of me.

He seemed really excited, an stopped suddenly and took it out. He laid next to me and I asked of it was over, and he said no he wants it to last so he is taking a break. After a few minutes t=he told me to get on top of him and put it inside. So I say on his big thing and pushed it inside, he held my hips and lifted me up and down on his big thing. This felt even better than him being on top and I took over moving up and down on his big d***. I liked it, it made me feel really good. Suddenly he stopped me and lifted me off and said need another break….

Next he had me kneel on the bed on all fours, I saw this on a p**** and knew he was going to do me d**********. He got behind me and played around rubbing in on my Ahole, but then he slid it deep inside my Vag… it seemed like he was huge really filled me up and his balls were slapping by hole area and making noise… he held my hips an thrust even deeper, and I heard him say he was going to c#m…. I could actually feel him shooting streams on it inside of me, filling me until it was running down my thighs.

We collapsed on the bed with him still inside of me. I could feel him getting smaller and shrinking inside of me…. I feel guilty because I sold my body for $1,500 and he gave me $200 extra…. but now I feel like that was wrong and or too cheap… and I feel bad I did that. He has asked me to do it again, I just say no thanks…